Oh Hon.......today would have been 17 years and I miss you more than I thought possible. I have loved you for more than half my life and the void you have left in my heart is devastating. Everyday I step into the garage and see the blue car all covered up and I am frozen.....all the memories of all the wonderful times we had come rushing back with a flood of emotion. I know you would tell me to get on with my life and I should be all cried out. I try so hard to be strong and everyday I make an effort to be normal but truth be told, I'm not sure I can be normal again. I would give anything to have just one more day with you. Sometimes I let myself believe that this is all a bad dream and I'll come home and you'll be waiting for me....but then reality hits me and I crumble. I don't know why this happened. I wish there was something else I could have done. When I think of the pain you were in, I am relieved it went quickly for you.....but I, the boys and the dogs miss you terribly. I will always love you.....Happy Anniversary.